Sunday, January 23, 2005

Wandering amidst the thick flaccid walls of adversity brings life into the glorious days of recollection. There is a place which one seeks to find so elusive, that one cannot but smile and delight at the complexity of it all. There is feeling in the emotions of reconnaissance. There is joy in the finding of one’s temporary self. There is thrill at the thought of perpetual evolution, which leads yet again into another complex gathering if thoughts and feelings which bring about the creation of Yourself. And yet this striving, this insatiable search for inner enlightenment, is in itself a journey towards what one desires to be made in the image of. It is a romantic journey, a fine scavenger hunt which we self inflict, to give meaning to our lives. And at the end of it all, who knows weather or not the cycles will cease, for it is not revealed to us what lies beyond that which we have been confined to. However confinement is improperly used for one has never yet tested the true limits of one’s own imagination. That is the beauty of human existence. Whatever we think of can happen if we truly strive for it, even in an imperfect sense. So let go, find freedom, live life, learn, discover, bask in the glory of our youth. Our’s is a generation which will last forever, a culture which will never change due to its very nature of constant re-adaptation. Each day we grow stronger, for it is inevitable. With all the screwed up things which are happening around us, I am honored, privileged, and relieved to be able to benefit from the opportunities which have been bestowed upon me. And now, with everything I have, I will love to the fullest, laugh as best I can, suffer as deeply is my soul, cry as though the rivers themselves were issued from them, and be content with the fact that nothing can hold me back.

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